I have 5 hours and 18 minutes left for sleep.
School's going to start in 7 hours and 33 minutes.


I therefore conclude that I am slightly ready for school but I really don't want classes to resume.

Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long.

It's finally over.

This fight, this dream and everything in between.

I'm giving up after all these years.

Since the 'now' is not enough.

I'm big now, don't worry.




I'll heal in time.

Di uso pahinga sa amin ngayon. Di uso ang tulog.
Uso ngayon sandamakmak na gagawin.
TSSS. Kala ko pa naman mas madali ang 4th Year.

It's 2 am and I'm bored. I did 8 surveys this summer and I can't stop. Read tons of mangas and stories and fanfics and eaten lots of food and slept for the longest time but still I'm in a chever mood. Demn, I'm a useless piece of shit. Just please get me out of the house, NOW? And can summer be over or can April come sooner than expected? PLEASE GOD, DON'T LET ME DIE OF BOREDOM.

Prom is in 2 weeks. I'm fat, stressed and shitty but I don't freaking care. AND IT FEELS SO GOOD THAT I DON'T CARE. My dress will fit me still. Haha. I don't want to diet anymore and I won't. BAHALA NA.

I can't afford committing any more mistakes.

ANG KAPAL LANG TALAGA NG MUKHA KO.
I can't believe I actually did that. Feck. Mahal ko lang talaga si Reneife. HAHAHA.

I have nothing sensible to say, really.

Sorry.

MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO. MASAYA AKO.

Di ako sanay na sinasabi yan. Ang tagal tagal na pala noong huli akong naging totoong masaya.

P.S.
Walang kwenta ito. Patawad.

It's Christmas break already. YAY YAY YAY! But I'm so alone here. And I'm eating much. AND I MISS PEOPLE!

Sheez, I'm posting for the sake of posting. Betty, give me the fic, I need to read! :)) Guys, if you can give me something to read, please do. I NEED SOMETHING TO DO. :|

INSJDNSAMENJNBOTHEREDNKHDSNSPISSEDNEJOFFFNEJFNDFNTIREDDNMSJNDASKANDFUCKINGNREHSBSADNDSA.

Why would there be school tomorrow? Why is Chemistry boring? Why does Sir Ron gives us tons of homework? Why are the lab reports so hard? Why is school not so cool anymore? Why am I so lazy to do anything but go to Greenhills? But I'm really going there later! SHOPPING. Why can't my best friends and I bond? Why the hell are we studying chemicals? Why do I want to escape? Why did Car and I lost the will or drive to do anything but to go out? Why do we need to report on Rizal's travels? Why are there problems? Why is there pain? Why is there shallow happiness? Why can't we have everything we want? Why is life so complicated? Why do we become tired?

Those are just some of the questions I want to ask the world. I know the answer of some of the questions but I'm tired to give answers just to fool myself.

It's sembreak. But I can't feel it. Why? Cause I have tons to do. Like...


I told you. Argh. I'd rather be in school right now. I'm utterly bored here in the house.

Can someone kidnap me now?

"You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine."

STARDUST IS THE BEST MOVIE EVER. I LOVED IT.
I <3 love. I want to be in love. I want to fall all over again. I want to give my heart to someone else. I want to..